Violence within the violent self.

Few days back I was just thinking about thinking, my thinking. Which allows me to think about a situation when I felt very violent about being violent of feeling the things around me. I felt, what is the need to go for job every day if I dont want to do the same everyday, but at the same time why to shit everyday as well or to eat everyday? How have we modulated or accommodated our self/myself to such an unwanted situation of following things in which I'm least interested into. And after that I felt that I should break everything coming into my way. I mean, not very violently but silently by improving upon the control schemes exists with in ourselves. Do we actually thing what we need actually or are we only fighting for survival?
I somehow feel, if education and our culture have played a crucial role in developing our perspective and behavior. I seriously noted few points on the behavior and style of life that we practice without any reason and cause. Like we don’t do anything on Sundays and Saturdays and why do we feel for not doing any thing on these days. No one knows, but it is habitual. It was written in our spiritual textbooks that one should wakeup early in the morning but how is it missing in urban people. More people are involved in political commentaries as they know everything about future and past of India and her inhabitants. Violence inflicted upon them if What are we replenishing continuously? Where do our interests lie? Do we believe in our action? And what I do?

Love, Aaj kal

Surrprise....It is ofcourse a movie from the time of Aaj Kal. I dont understand if Aaj Kal was used for our times or both but significantly the older part of movie was visibly eloquent . But today's part was hard to digest and the 'Khula Saand' phrase for Saif is rubbish to use. Couple was in relationship but I felt if they are biologically professional. Missing with dialogues. Even I feel the dialogues were quite random or week when value was given to individual people on the screen. The expressions by Harleen on some places were priceless. That reminds of the times in 50es if I want to be there to observe such a beauty and value to individual characters and their expressions. However, characters of Saif and Deepika were built along weak lines..ofcourse the one one from our times which was quite unrealistic to talk about at all. But how does movie performing in the market if it is not as good as the 'Jab We met'? So there could be possibility of No good Movie time zone recently and Saif/Deepika factor. However, one can watch this movie but can not remember; of course it is without any message.